You should start with check your posts on forum to understand your ban reasons
search.php?st=0&sk=t&sd=d&sr=posts&author_id=148805And you suddenly started speak like matures ? If these your new words are real i appreciate that but i don't think someone can change that much fast. So , sorry but i don't - can't trust your words anymore.
I'll close this topic for prevent to flame war here.
Also some guys should be more careful who tried to some provoke actions here...